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Watching Sleepers

by blackcarburning

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    1 The Mirror (12” Extended Mix)
    2 Make Another Plan
    3 You Do What You Want
    4 Last Day
    5 Have You Seen Them Fight?

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1.
All About You ========== It's one on one, I watch the clock I want to speak to make it stop It doesn't hurt to see this through But we both know it's all about you It's all about you It's all about you It's all about you You can't be on the outside You can't be along for the ride You can't just sit and listen When your mouth is on a mission You waste of space, the time is gone You had your chance, you got it wrong And all that shit you put us through You'll never see it's all about you It's all about you It's all about you It's all about you Your life won't be crushed in this pressure Your words, they must fill you with pleasure Your world won't be dragged through this sorrow But this place, it won't be here tomorrow You can't be on the outside You can't be along for the ride You can't just sit and listen When your mouth is on a mission It's one on one, the jokes on you I told you where and what to do You're black on black, I can't get through It's not on me, it's all about you It's all about you It's all about you It's all about you Your life won't be crushed in this pressure Your words, they must fill you with pleasure Your world won't be dragged through this sorrow But this place, it won't be here tomorrow You can't be on the outside You can't be along for the ride You can't just sit and listen When your mouth is on a mission And all this pain you caused us The bright lights briefly fooled us And all that's left is tainted Your smile is tired and painted Your life won't be crushed in this pressure Your words, they must fill you with pleasure Your world won't be dragged through this sorrow But this place, it won't be here tomorrow mh
2.
Watch me Die =========== Why does nothing ever work out? Why does chaos always break out? I fight, but violence is beneath you I lie, but there's nothing I can teach you I gave you everything you asked for I made some kindness out of this war It's not love if it only one-sided It's not hate if someone's undecided I could never treat me the way you do I wish you could feel what you put me through When you watch me die inside When you watch me die inside When you kill me, you'll know me What it's like to be lonely As you watch me die inside Why is honesty so painful Why is loneliness so wasteful I try, but nothing ever changes I cry as you're ripping out the pages I played your game and didn't cheat you I stayed too long, I didn't mean to It's not love if we're one-track minded It's not hate if we have to be reminded I could never hurt me the way you do I wish you could see what you make me do When you watch me die inside When you watch me die inside When you kill me, you'll know me What it's like to be lonely As you watch me die inside I only want you to know You take the life out of me You take the life out of me I only want you to know You take the life out of me You take the life out of me When you watch me die inside When you watch me die inside When you kill me, you'll know me What it's like to be lonely As you watch me die inside mh
3.
Divide Us ======== It's always been you and me Watching, waiting Round and round so slow Talking, faking Still the last to know Falling, fading Down, down, down I go I'm tired of pacing You're wired, I'm phasing I never wanted this to end I never meant to divide us But I'd do it all over again The more you take The more I break Another link out of the chain Your way, word play Grown up 'show and tell' I say what you say The chancer's done so well Falling, fading Down, down, down I fell I'm empty, but breathing Your weakness was leaving I never wanted this to end I never meant to divide us But I'd do it all over again The more you take The more I break Another link out of the chain I never wanted this to divide us I never wanted this to divide us I never wanted this to end It's always been you and me mh
4.
Guilty 05:10
Guilty ===== Every time I love you It always ends up crashing down in flames Every time I hold you Intention disappears under the waves Take it slow, don't rush me We've circled round and round like this for days Let it breathe, don't crush me We've got a lot of history to erase Hold me, hold that thought And don't feel sorry for me Because I leave with what I brought And prouder men than me Have been here before Guilty, my hearts still broken Guilty, I can't go back Guilty, your love still hurts me Guilty, still dressed in black Choose a gun and shoot me It doesn't matter which, they're all the same Pick a side and own it I don't have any interest in this game Maybe I'm just childish It never really felt like youth to me Look at us and tell me This is where you hoped that you would be Hold me, hold that thought And don't feel sorry for me Because I leave with what I brought And stronger men than me Have been here before Guilty, my hearts still broken Guilty, I can't go back Guilty, your love still hurts me Guilty, still dressed in black Still dressed in black Like a rush of air goes by In the corner of my eye Like a presence in a room Or a rose that never blooms It's a shadow on the wall It's the pride before a fall Like a dream before the dawn It's a face that can't be drawn Guilty, my hearts still broken Guilty, I can't go back Guilty, your love still hurts me Guilty, still dressed in black mh
5.
The Mirror 05:38
The Mirror ======== I'm here when everything's gone I'll keep you safe from the storm And when you need to be strong I'll give it structure and form I've seen that face I've been that place with you before I'll care if nobody cares I'll talk if that's what you need And when it's too much to bear And when we're both on our knees I've seen that face in the mirror I've been that place myself before This life could be enough for you Open up, open up Look at me, just look at me All of this, take all of it Stay with us, stay with me You need to find a way home I'm just clearing a path It's hard to walk on your own I know the pain that you have I've seen that face You don't need space to be alone This life could be enough for you Open up, open up Look at me, just look at me All of this, take all of it Stay with us, stay with me You need to find a way home I've seen that face in the mirror mh
6.
Reset 04:47
Reset ===== Whatever will be will be Whatever you see, you see Whatever you have to lose Whatever the path you choose Whatever the mess you make For somebody elses sake Wherever the fools will be I'll be That's why they follow me Your weakness is dangerous We need you to save us Your regrets are wasted Just forget and then reset And then reset You shouldn't have to shout so loud That you did it just to make us proud There's nothing in the rules that say You have to play the game they play When everything is said and done When everyone is dead and gone Wherever the fools will be I'll be That's when you'll follow me Your weakness is dangerous We need you to save us Your regrets are wasted Just forget and then reset And then reset mh
7.
Echo Chamber 04:56
Echo Chamber ============ Sometimes I feel we’re closer than we are Sometimes I feel we took it all too far I‘ve lost a part of you my friend I don’t want to get trapped inside When you trip the breaker I don’t want to be drawn, take sides In your echo chamber Sometimes I pause the soundtrack in my mind The shortest path is never a straight line And you’ll get lost in me again I don’t want to get trapped inside When you trip the breaker I don’t want to be drawn, take sides In your echo chamber Can you think of a time when there wasn’t something unsaid, or unread, or can’t be written down Can you think of a line that you wouldn’t use to get there, to stay there, to conceive it's melting down One day you’ll have the right to be forgotten One day you’ll have a slice of what you missed Then you’ll have a part of me my friend I don’t want to get trapped inside When you trip the breaker I don’t want to be drawn, take sides In your echo chamber mh
8.
Losing Our Way ============= Stop the World, I want to get off Make some room for the weak and the lost Make a plan, it better be good We're going down like I told you we would Pack your bag and get in the car Raise a flag so they know what we are Make a choice, it's going to be tough Find a voice and hope it's enough We don't know who to trust Don't know where to turn Don't know who is right anymore We're losing our way We don't know what to say Don't know who to blame Don't know who to fight in this war We're slipping away What you get is not what you see Read the news, don't listen to me There's a point when we're all on our own There's a time when your cover is blown Stop the World, I want to get off I can pay, whatever the cost It doesn't matter what you want to believe It doesn't matter when you have what you need We don't know who to trust Don't know where to turn Don't know who is right anymore We're losing our way We don't know what to say Don't know who to blame Don't know who to fight in this war We're slipping away Make the news Drive the views Pick a side Light the fuse We're all to blame It's not a game They stoke the fire You fan the flame If you're undecided If you're open minded That's a sign That your mind's Not aligned With your head What you take from it What you make from it When there's chaos everywhere And no escape from it We don't know who to trust Don't know where to turn Don't know who is right anymore We're losing our way We don't know what to say Don't know who to blame Don't know who to fight in this war We're slipping away mh
9.
Watching Sleepers =============== When the eyelids close When the breathing slows Then the soul’s exposed Purity in reason Clarity in feeling I should have told you I was out of love long ago Out of place Out of ideas Watching sleepers I should have told you I was happier on my own Out of this Counting the years Watching Sleepers Secrets come to bed In a voyeur’s head Parity of meaning A chance to start the healing I should have told you I was out of love long ago Out of place Out of ideas Watching sleepers I should have told you I was happier on my own Out of this Counting the years Watching Sleepers mh
10.
The Sound of Running ================== I changed my expectations I take the worst and I throw the rest You know that I don’t like confrontation I find life hard but I’ve done my best You knew that The noise that’s in my head is the sound of running The life I never led is the life that keeps us down The landscape that I paint is a world of nothing And I need more time I don’t need education I faced the World and I passed the test You’d agree that I don’t want complication I keep things close because I think that’s best You can see that The noise that’s in my head is the sound of running The life I never led is the life that keeps us down The landscape that I paint is a world of nothing And I need more time It’s what I need to do To make it through to you It’s where I draw the line Is it fixed for all of time? The noise that’s in my head is the sound of running The life I never led is the life that keeps us down The landscape that I paint is a world of nothing And I need more time It’s what I need to do It’s where I draw the line The noise that’s in my head is the sound of running The life I never led is the life that keeps us down The landscape that I paint is a world of nothing And I need more time mh
11.
Breaking Bones ============= You could be on-side, but it’s just a temptation You need to calm things down for the good of the nation You’re bringing chaos everywhere that you go now Just take a minute to breath and show me something, you know how Everybody was wrong, you know that Everything took too long, you see that too You’re not the only one that knew Stop throwing stones because you’re breaking bones Stop pointing guns, you’re scaring everyone Stop pulling knives because you’re wrecking lives Just stand down and take it ‘cause your strong enough to make it. It get’s under your skin like a lethal injection When you deal with love like you’ve got an infection You need to bring it down so you can hear what I’m saying Just take a minute to grieve while the music is playing Everybody was wrong, you know that You didn’t think you belong, and that’s not fair You’re not the only one who cared Stop throwing stones because you’re breaking bones Stop pointing guns, you’re scaring everyone Stop pulling knives because you’re wrecking lives Just stand down and take it ‘cause your strong enough to make it. I was going to write you a letter To say that life will get better But who still writes letters? You just need to drop your defences The tear down the fences To break down the walls That’s all Stop throwing stones because you’re breaking bones Stop pointing guns, you’re scaring everyone Stop pulling knives because you’re wrecking lives Just stand down and take it ‘cause your strong enough to make it. mh
12.
Your Heart is Like and Island ======================= Your heart is like an island My love the open shore The tide goes out in silence Reveals the ocean floor Your heart is in a prison My love waits at the gates Threatened by your freedom And punished by mistakes Your heart will be saved in time But I'm not the one to rescue you I was the one who stranded you, remember? Remember when I left you there alone? Your heart is stuck in quicksand My love is scared to breath Reaching for each other Impossible to leave Your heart is like an island My love a passing wave A perfect thing of beauty But never seen again Your heart will be saved in time But I'm not the one to rescue you I was the one who stranded you, remember? Remember when I left you there alone? The water's so still here But the current will pull you down Your heart will be saved in time But I'm not the one to rescue you I was the one that stranded you, remember? Your heart will be saved in time But I'm not the one to rescue you I was the one who stranded you, remember? Remember when I left you there alone? The water's so still here mh
13.
Love in Control ============ I, I feel like running away I need a future it's starting today I'm tired of putting everything on hold Out with the lovers and into the cold You said everything is perfect But you've got me you've got me wrapped up in chains Now love's back in control So before I go, put the knife in Right the way through my soul Let the light in So before I go, put the knife in Right the way through my soul Let some life in And when you see me smile That's when you'll know Love's back in control I, I feel like making a change I need to break out I'm trapped in this cage And time is going by too fast I don't think you love me And I don't want to ask You say all the tears are worth it Was it too much to wipe them away Now love's back in control So before I go, put the knife in Right the way through my soul Let the light in So before I go, put the knife in Right the way through my soul Let some life in And when you see me smile That's when you'll know Love's back in control mh
14.
To Sleep 01:12

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The wait is finally over!

Mark Hockings, the lead singer of Mesh, spent the pandemic in isolation pondering his musical future, and he hatched a bold plan. He would use his involuntary exile to create something new, and thus Blackcarburning was born. Fun fact: when Hockings started his career, he never planned to become a singer. He almost accidentally ended up doing vocals with Mesh, but what he originally wanted was to play keyboards and program tunes. And with "Watching Sleepers," he could do just that.

Hockings takes on multiple roles, including writing, singing, and programming, and describes the tracks as "electronic music written around songs, emotion, and energy." He adds, "The tracks were written to see what I could achieve by working primarily independently. It's been a vehicle for exploring new songwriting and programming ideas, experimenting with sound design, and developing exciting new directions."

Once you have been part of an iconic band for so long, it is not easy to slip into a new role. But Hockings has been collecting material for quite some time, and he comes out of the gate with guns blazing. His work with Blackcarburning is complex, refined, multilayered, and unafraid to address the pressing questions we face today. "Watching Sleepers" is a beautiful piece of art with an incredible level of depth and sophistication. The album is pop on the surface, but it goes deeper. Hockings is a superb songwriter who has seen a thing or two, and this new vehicle gives him the space to grow as an artist and express himself differently. He is curious, willing to take risks, and ready to explore the darker side of pop music. Watching him spread his wings is a pleasure.

"Watching Sleepers" will delight Mesh fans who have been waiting for new material for several years, and they will also get to know a different side of Mark Hockings.

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released June 23, 2023

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blackcarburning Bristol, UK

Blackcarburning is the project of Mark Hockings.

From Bristol in the UK, Mark is a writer, singer and programmer in the band Mesh.

Blackcarburning is released by LA based record label COP International.
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